October 15, 2020
Phillip Schofield has said he went through “the toughest time ever” before deciding to speak publicly about his sexuality.
Phillip Schofield Opens Up About His Struggle To Come Out: I Couldnt Eat Or Sleep
The This Morning presenter announced he was gay live on the ITV daytime show back in February in an emotional interview with co-host Holly Willoughby. 
Phillip details his struggle to come to terms with his sexuality in his new autobiography Life Is What You Make It, and opened up about the experience on Lorraine Kelly’s show on Thursday. He told the presenter: “When you’re going through something like that, and you’re trying to pick your way through, and I say in there it’s not in my nature to hurt people, it’s not the way I’m built, so I was trying to find my way through.
“I talk about the loops that go round in your head – you have to do this, you can’t do this, because if you do this look at the consequences, but you have to, and you’re getting sicker and sicker by worrying about it – it went round and round and round and round.
“Then I couldn’t eat, then I couldn’t sleep. I was walking into make-up next door and people were saying ‘Are you OK? Did you have a nice weekend?’ And I knew I had spent the whole weekend staring into the fire and thinking ‘What am I going to do?’”
Phillip said there were “lots and lots of hours of talking” to his wife of 27 years, Steph, adding: “We talked the whole thing through, there were no secrets, there have never been any secrets. When I knew, she knew. And it wasn’t like a sudden ping, it was like ‘This is tripping me up’ – initially I didn’t understand.” 
Lorraine admitted she saw Phillip shortly before Christmas last year and was “shocked” by his appearance. 
She said: “You were tiny. You’d lost so much weight, and you didn’t look like yourself. The sparkle was away. I was worried about you. I really was. It was a hard time then wasn’t it?“
Phillip replied: “Toughest time ever.”
The presenter also praised his co-host and close friend Holly, who had supported him during this time. 
He said: “She’s very intuitive, she had said ‘What’s up? Just talk to me.’
“If there is anything that comes out of that (it) is if you are struggling, if you are a bloke, you have to talk to someone and trust in the fact that your family will hopefully accept whatever it is you need to say and your Friends are there because they love you.”
Phillip added that he had received an “incredible” reaction after coming out on live TV. 
“People were so lovely,” he said. 
Lorraine airs weekdays at 9am on ITV, while Life Is What You Make It by Phillip Schofield is on sale now.
Useful websites and helplines:London Lesbian & Gay switchboard (LLGS) is a free confidential support & information helpline for LGBT communities throughout the UK | 0300 330 0630Manchester Lesbian and Gay Switchboard is a free support, information and referral service for the Manchester and North-West area | 0161 235 8000Stonewall for more information on other LGBT services and helplines | 08000 502020READ MORE: Phillip Schofield Details Past Feud With Piers Morgan: 'I Was Furious' Phillip Schofield Speaks Out About Recent Mental Health Struggles: 'I Needed A Lot Of Help' Holly Willoughby Responds To Rumours She's Preparing To Quit This Morning
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